Long Waiting Process

Wow! It has been quite awhile now since I've last penned my thoughts down, probably about a year ago. Well, just wanted to share that finally my prophecy is slowly coming to reality. See, what happen in the church family camp sometime in 2004, I was singled out by the camp speaker on the very first meeting itself just before he started preaching. God had put a word in his heart that He wants me to be a preacher. Man, I'm no preacher nor teacher. By the way, if you are church musician, try not to be too flamboyant in your playing, you'll definitely attract the unwanted attention of visiting speakers. That's why I was singled out and that's where I'm caught in.

Ever since that camp, God has been working in me, somewhat not in a very significant manner. But indeed I can see that He is moulding me, very subtly. I think His first step is to start me off by training me to be a Care Group leader. I guess that's where I know if I can truly care for people, really show real love and share my life with them, the qualities of leader. It's a character moulding process. So far it has been good, no qualms about it. But the only difficulty for me is teaching. I never had that gift of teaching and I find it such a struggle doing so. Not letting it get into me. I'm sure with determination, I'll be able to tread through whatever circumstances laid ahead of me. Well, here goes nothing. Taking the plunge of my life now. Yahoo! Geranimo!